I was too naive to believe without thinking. I moved to Tokyo and lived alone at university. I thought I was independent in my own way. I thought she was a woman who could say no. I trusted her too easily because she was an acquaintance of my mother. I was forced to drink alcohol in a situation where it was difficult to refuse, and even when I was drunk, I was tempted to drink more...before I knew it, I was left alone with the ringleader...I was swept away, and before I knew it, I was surrounded by many men. Before I knew it, many men had gathered at the drinking party. I was the only woman. But I was already in a situation where I could not make normal judgments because of the alcohol. Some were drunk and asleep, and some were drunk and close to me. Now that I think about it, they must have all been aiming for sex with me with ulterior motives. In a small room with no escape, the men united and attacked me with their drunken momentum. I stopped thinking about it. I decided to surrender myself to pleasure. And I decided to forget about today for today...
